So i havent done a journal thing in a while.
i have a problem and i've consulted everyone and no right answer so i thought i'd try Dev. I was to embaressed to talk about it.
So this is about my new close friend 'Raquel'(consealing identity.
Well we've been ffriends for a while now and she was cool at first, and fun. But lately she's been actin kinda like a bitch. Like we used to be always together in like every class. Then i introduced her to my other friend from my last journal. You know tha one i USED TO like. ANd then it was the 3 of us always around. But i got a schedule change and i got to see them in 3 classes, well thatz when it kinda went down hill.

See then i wanted to keep contact with them and we texted and stuff but it wasnt the same. So i guess i developed being a 'kiss ass to Requel'. Like i guess i wanted to keep contact with her so much that i started being annoying.
Then i would just try to say hi to her and give her a hug or something and she would say stop leave me alone!Saying she needs space. well honestly that hurt. And She started snapping at me when i tried to be nice. And she only wanted to hangout with the friend i introduced her to more than me. Even she said Raquel was acting bogus to me. I told her i know and i told her she changed,&+ she agreed with me.

So not to short ago.(Wednsday)
I tried to stop thinking she changed and stuff.
I pushed her a little and said, hi and she snapped at me. I got pissed and hurt i said FINE Fuck yu ThEN!
and that was like2nd period. We havent tlked since then.
I feel like She replaced me with my friend. I guess i was old news.
So i decided not to talk to at all. It's been weird. My friend said to act like she doesnt excist. SO i tried it. Its weird. I mean I'm the only one she knows in one of our classes and i was just talking to my other friends.
And if i look past her to talk to sumone else she lifts her head up and thinks im looking at her. Its like everytime i look at her. Just even a lil glance she knows im looking and looks right back with a inoccent look. Shhe looks confused and like a puppy. But I've been hanging out with this new girl. Giving her hugs and being fun and stuff. It feels diffrernt. Like she's tha one giving me hugs and telling me she loves me. And makes me think how crappy Raquel was to me.
Just a lil while ago she messaged me. i didnt answer back.

But how do you think this is gona play out?